A Most Recent Message

GC: A message is coming. 

Me: OK

GC: You must record it 

Me: OK 

GC: You are ready? 

Me: I am. 

GC: You must share these messages. 

Me: Yes, I have transcribed the last ones so that I can post them. I have not yet done so for that I apologize. 

GC: That is OK. We understand the demand of mortal life. Are you ready for the message? 

Me: Yes, I think so 

GC: The messages is this: you must prepare yourself; be ready for the change. The change we are talking about comes like a black stone in a clear river at night. It must be entered into carefully. Willingly. And intentionally. How you can enter into this flow is to begin to calm your mind. You must rest. Rest your mind and your body and your soul. Yes, the other day when you heard of looking into the distance in the dark at night. (This was a reference to a TikTok I had seen where a medium was talking about being able to see spirits). Relaxing your eyes so that you might see what is actually there. The spirits. The beings who dwell in the in between. This is what you must do to your life. Relax, as you relax your eyes. You must meditate. You must breathe. Pulling in love and light is good. Continue to do so. But you must also extend and step further into the experience. This takes time and peace. Restfulness. We know many things trouble your mind. These must be let go. These things are about distractions. They keep you from resting your soul and your eyes, your body and your mind. It’s like waiting for a fish to rise to fly. You can’t will such a thing to happen. You simply present as carefully and fluidly and effortlessly as possible and practice patience and relaxation. When you least expect it, the fresh breaks the surface and you have made connection.

Nature has much to teach you. You must open yourself to it. You must put yourself within it. You need not travel far. It is all around you. The breeze, the grass, the soil, the sky. The warmth of the sun, cold freshness of the water, slick and smooth. The trees thrusting upward from deep within, an expression of the yearning downward and upward at the same time; connecting with the eternities above and the infinities below. 

We are ready for questions.

Me: One I have the most today is this idea that ... and yes, it comes from fear and desperation? This idea that the soul might become dissolute. That the spirit that inhabits this body now might after this body is gone, not continue onward. I must admit there are times when I wish or think of not continuing. But it troubles me that that might be the case. That my existence might cease to be. Most recently I ran into this idea listening to Whitley Strieber and the Cosmosis podcast and I wondered, is this possible? Is this something that I might face?

GC: You have before. As you have learned, nothing cannot exist. Something exists. Look at these so-called dissolutions as a period of rest; as a period of returning to the whole. But you rise again; still yourself in the sense of your soul your being. The paradox is that we do not lose our individuality because we are one, nor do we lose our oneness because we are individual. Dissolution of the type you fear, dissolving into nothingness, cannot exist. Does this help you not fear?

Me: Yes, indeed some it does. I think I need to wrestle with this idea for a while or allow it to percolate if you will. I need to sleep with it. In the past, I have had memories of past lives on I assume this planet or something very like it, are these accurate memories?

GC: Yes, and no. It is difficult to recall the past when you are living in the present. These terms are limited: past, future, present. However, the general memories you have retrieved are fairly accurate and you will likely live others. Does this trouble you? 

Me: Trouble may not be the word, but perhaps it is. I wonder if these lives I will live might be future lives or can I live a life that is in the past? Can I reincarnate to the past?

GC: These lives would be future lives. I understand what you’re saying, or asking when you ponder whether you could live a life in the past, but your way is forward. It always has been. You have great things to do. 

Me: This makes me uncomfortable. The idea that I might have great things to do. Not only the responsibility of those great things, but perhaps that this is my mind self aggrandizing. 

GC: We understand, but this is not a matter for ego or pride. In truth, it’s a matter which must be suffered through. You’re learning much about service and being in these lives. How you contribute to others. You will use these skills as you move forward. But for now you must focus on developing a greater sense of things. You have been pondering upon these things and you must continue to do so. You must continue to rest and relax yourself so that these things can occur. Changes are occurring.

Me: Thank you for working with me and teaching me these things. I must admit I am filled with mixed desires. The desire to open to and see and experience more things than the temporal. But also a desire to live perhaps somewhat simply playing role-playing games with friends. I have fond memories of this and perhaps it’s an attachment that I should let go of. Is this the case?

GC: No, this is not the case. These are treasures. Attachments occur when you can’t move on. You’ve moved on. You’ve cultivated a new understanding and appreciation for things of the past. This allows for new things to occur. And enjoying this form and this world and the experiences it has to offer is a crucial part of what occurs here and what you should do here. Remember, share these things. Write them down and put them out for the world to find. This is important. This is part of the reason we came to you. Testify to the truth of these things. We know you understand testimony and spiritual experience. Even if you still struggle with ultimate answers and explanations. The experience deserves to be shared. It will help. For now we must go. We will come again.

Me: Thank you, farewell till we meet again.