A Message Partially Forgotten

 A few days ago, a message came, and I began to open the recording app on my phone. I was wondering as I did so if this was okay, or if I needed to, and hear the reply: that is not needed. So I set my phone down and the following message came.

Change is already happening. It is occurring now. The change you were told is coming is already in process. The many strange things that are occurring worldwide. Changes in government and in communication and the presence of UAPs in the skies. The increasing interest in what is being called non-human intelligence. These are all indicators of the change. 

This is why it is critical that you are preparing now. That your are meditating. That you are increasing in love and light.

I am only now recording this message and much of it has slipped away, like a half remembered dream. I should have written it down right away in the absence of a recording. Visual messages are easier to recall for me than messages that come verbally alone. 

I do recall asking the question of whether this whole love and light thing was right for me. That some time ago I had come to the conclusion that I was more gray than simply white or black. And to this, the odd response came of laughter. All of them laughed out loud. This was unusual and struck me as somehow discordant and made me feel uncertain, a bit embarrassed or ashamed. Maybe a little afraid. They then said, we are all gray. None of us can remain purely light or purely darkness. 

I was reminded of the thought I had when I saw the beings filled with stars and space and nebula like light. Those who had grown up from the children of light at the first visual messages. That this beings become light refracted or filled with experience, good and bad. The key, they told me is to be more light than dark. 

I may have asked other questions, but I cannot really recall what they might have been. This is certainly a lesson that I need to write these kinds of messages down right after they come or I will lose them.