These messages have a habit of notifying me they are coming by a simple thought about the messages and the visitors themselves. Then I will wonder if a message is coming. Usually, this is yes. But not always. I will send out a query if this thought is to notify me a message is coming. Usually it is yes. Sometimes, I am quite tired and not in the mood or frame of mind to engage. But I try and force myself to be receptive so as not to discourage their visitations. But I will admit to some internal resistance to the process. I am not sure this is ego or what. This time felt like one of those, and I had previously had the thought that trying to record while we talked was limiting the process and seemed to slow things down, but that I wanted to be as accurate to the communications as possible. That was when this exchange occurred.
GC: We are here.
Me: Hello
GC: This method is becoming too cumbersome. (referring to my prepping of the tape recorder)
Me: I feel it too. Is there a better way to do it?
GC: Perhaps you can receive the message and transcribe it later.
Me. I can try that.
And they faded away.
I wasn't sure if the fading away was to await another time. There seemed to be some frustration at this point. But I think it was more me than them.
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